I have a lot of unanswered questions right now.
Foremost, what happens now? Is a resolution, backed by research and evidence, even possible prior to the Olympics? Will Jessica swim in Beijing simply because legal procedures could drag the case on for months, even years?
How do you get a negative-positive-negative result over a consecutive six-day span? Is that in itself a red flag that the second sample might have been compromised in some way?
I’d also like to know to what degree the middle test was positive — just a trace, which means there is some grey area, or was there tons of clenbuterol in her system, leaving no doubt of misconduct?
How is Jessica’s training going right now? It’s got to be incredibly tough to remain foucsed when your status concerning the biggest meet of your life is up in the air.
What is Tara Kirk, who touched the wall in third place in the 100m breast by just one-one hundredth of a second, thinking right now? Especially since even if Jessica is removed from the team, it’s too late to add runner-up Tara to the roster.
The saddest part of this fiasco is the damage it’s going to inflict on both Jessica and swimming. In terms of Jessica, even if she is innocent, without a decisive and rational explanation for test failure, clearing her to the satisfaction of all minds will be tough. And, clouds of suspicion have been known to linger. More important though, if she has taken something on a regular basis, the potential payback in the future can far outweigh a moment of youthful glory. (i.e. check out the health problems the steroid-riddled female East Germans from the 70s are facing today.)
As for swimming, even the hint of doping in one person, whether proven or not, encourages people to assume that others do it too. Outstanding performances, world records and upsets at Beijing will now be viewed with perhaps just a little less awe now that spectators are thinking, “well, maybe they take something…”
Until next time,
Rebecca, swim evangelist
p.s. now that I have had time to watch the Trials a second time, here are some more random thoughts:
–Does Brendan Hanson have a sports psychologist? Not only does he have trouble closing the deal during Olympic events, he looks defeated before he even gets on the block.
–Did Dara’s loved ones choose to sit in the rafters? Surely a four-time Olympian vying for a fifth trip (and one who has thrown down “I’m a serious contender” times in the past year) rates cushy seats for her loved ones amongst the other swim families.
–Thank god LZR suits are so tight. Many of the men are wearing the “legging” style so low that I was afraid we’d see more of swimmers than we’d want want to otherwise.
–As a non-sprinting-sluggish-turn swimmer, I am in awe of the difference some of the turns made in races.
–I also have even more respect for swimmers who know how to finish — Dara Torres, Michael Phelps, Aaron Perisol — they have the best final 5 meters out there, every time.