For the past few months I’ve undergone a big experiment: a three-month break. To review, the “rules” were:
1) I could swim, but only if I didn’t feel as if I was specifically “training”
2) No weights
3) No competition
4) I could do any other physical activity I wanted to but I had to stop if I got tired, or even skip it entirely if I wasn’t in the mood to exercise on that day
Back in May, staring down a three-month break during my beloved outdoor long course season terrified me. My biggest fears? I was afraid of getting out of shape, losing my feel for the water, blowing up to the size of a house and missing out on the action.
Luckily, none of the above happened this summer. Even better? I learned a ton of stuff. So much, that I’ve decided to share, but I have to break it into three sections: Mind, Body and Spirit. Today I’ll start with lessons on spirit.
I couldn’t see it for what it was then, but now I know — by May I had definitely hit rock bottom. My biggest clue should have been that I wasn’t motivated to compete, especially because the season I look forward to all year was right around the corner. Even the idea of swimming in the famous Indy natatorium failed to inspire me this past spring.
I suspect one can keep going for awhile when the body or mind is failing as long as you have a strong spirit. But when you lose heart, well, now I know lesson #1 from my summer break — it’s a red flag signaling that things need to change. Pronto.
Admitting that you’ve lost your spirit is tough to do. It’s uncomfortable to say it out loud in so many words to other swimmers. It’s 1,000 times more painful to admit it to yourself. But here’s where lesson #2 comes in — if you face it, you can start dealing with it. And then it will go away faster. Straggling along, which I now realize I had done all year, really doesn’t work.
What drained my spirit? Several related things (many to be discussed during “mental” and “physical” lessons learned posts) that all fed into each other. Spirituality speaking though, watching my team fall apart and the subsequent continual struggle to find adequate pool space and time took a big toll on me this past year. By May, I just didn’t have any fight left in me.
Perhaps this is why spiritual lesson #3 was one of the biggest to surface this summer: to feel best and do your best, you really need to find your own pathway. Absolutely, I prefer to train with a team led by a coach in a fantastic facility. But if those things are no longer available, then you need to stop forcing the old ineffective ways to make room for new opportunities. This summer I’ve learned that ad hoc workouts are just fine. That there are many other pools and groups of swimmers out there. I also now see that there are benefits to mixing up training — team practices, solo swims, small swimmer-led workouts, rest days, cross training and so much more.
Next up? “Mental” lessons learned this summer…
Until next time,
Rebecca, swim evangelist