Wow — I was really, really, really tired this past May before I took the summer off.
I knew I was more “off” than usual, but I tend to suck it up and push through a lot based on the assumption of “well, living with asthma and allergies, two chronic conditions, can take a lot out of you.” After all, it’s tough to know how you’re “supposed” to feel when you live only in your body.
Luckily however, I got a lot of good information and advice in May. First, there was Neil, my PT guy who suggested a summer break from training and weights. His theory was that I hadn’t taken a break since he’d known me (years by now) and I had been under a lot of stress for the past few years.
Then I had my blood taken during a check up and found out I was severly Vitamin D. All things considered, I decided that even though I was really scared to take such a long break from swimming competitively, I really needed to give my body a chance to rest and slurp up Vitamin D.
Along the way, I learned lots of cool things about my body. Foremost, it regulates its weight pretty well. I was terrified I’d blow up to the size of a house sans weights and less intense workouts. But you know what? The scale didn’t change, my clothes still fit, and several people that I hadn’t seen in awhile asked me this week if I had lost weight recently. Heck yeah, I feel flabby as all get-out by now, but I know that will turn itself around after a month or so back on weights.
During the first month of my break, I pretty much slept. Most nights I was hitting 10-11 hours. There were a few days in there that I was scared I was turning into a sleep-zombie, but ultimately I didn’t care that much because I was actually getting sleep for once. I’ve never been a good sleeper. In fact, one of my childhood names is “Spook” because I spent many a night thrashing around the house.
Thankfully, one of Vitamin D’s job is to regulate hormones, and hormones in turn regulate sleep. Now that I was swimming in 10,000iu per day, I began dreaming again — a very good sign that I was entering the REM stage and getting some sound sleep. By the second month, I felt as if my brain was perking up, and I was actually waking up refreshed. After years (lifetime maybe?) of having trouble falling asleep and waking up every hour or so, this was nothing short of a miracle. Seriously, I can’t express how much “getting sleep” has improved my health overall.
Whenever I swam this past summer, I didn’t count yardage, adhere to intervals or pay attention to the clock. In the beginning, it was because Neil told me that I could swim, but only if I didn’t “train.” After a week or so though, I didn’t want to look at the clock. I was starting to become aware of how crummy I felt — I didn’t want to see that reflected in the clock.
It’s tough to ignore the clock 100% though. By July, I was worried that I would never bounce back because when I did catch an interval or two, they weren’t pretty. But something magical clicked in by the end of that month — I started to feel “better.” And I couldn’t help but notice that my intervals were back down to where they had been right before tapering for last summer’s Nationals. I regarded regaining speed as another miracle, but Neil, who knows the human body, said eight weeks is pretty much the standard window of recovery. Certainly, my endurance is not what it used to be, but similar to the body flab thing, I am confident it will come back with training.
The final big aha! of physical discovery for me this summer concerns diet. Before my break I was pretty much on auto-pilot concerning food. I ate certain things in certain amounts at certain times, all based on notions such as “recovery” or “pre-swim fuel.”
After a summer of eating what I want when I want and stopping when I’m full, or even not automatically eating just because it was “meal time,” I’ve seen that I don’t require as much food as I thought I did. It’s O.K. to stick stuff back in the fridge for later when I am hungry. It’s O.K. to listen to what my body wants. It’s O.K. to be a bit hungry. Consequently, I am eating lighter, having my last meal of the day earlier, and I’m favoring real food over sports bars and drinks, which in turn has really helped me cut back on sugar.
Not focusing on training and competition this summer gave me time and space to not only recover, but to break some bad habits and develop healthy new ones. Of course, there’s always room for improvement across the mind-body-spiritual spectrum. After all, what fun would life be if you had peaked already in everything and there was nothing left to learn to achieve? But I’m off to good start — a much better one than if I hadn’t taken several months off.
Until next time,
Rebecca, swim evangelist